Thursday, June 30, 2005
time does fly so fast...one week has already passed since my last post?!mannn.....!
i haven't texted my crush in a long time [ no wonder,i've got no load!haha ] but anyways,i was wondering whether i'll see him on sunday or saturday...SIGH!
am i a rocker?am i a poser?sometimes i'm asking myself that!...when i was younger,i appreciate the christina aguilera stuff and backstreet boys(yes people,i did) but my interest in music changed when i was about 12 yrs old...i started listening to punk when they regained their glory in the music!yeah!then metal rock,rapmetals and other types of rock(including pinoy rock)evolved and sort of made a comeback...me and my best friend share a lot of things in common and music was one of those stuff,so we became hooked on bands...now sometimes i'm wondering if i'm considered a rocker if i sometimes dress like one and since i appreciate rock music and other types of music...but oftentimes,when people say that i'm a rocker and that i know a lot about music,i feel 'not-so-complimented' cuz i feel like a poser sometimes!i feel fake...ENTIRELY FAKE!
but hey!since it's other peeps who see me that way,i guess i'll just have to accept the fact that i AM a rock chick!hahaha...
God bless y'all!ciao for now...
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7:24 AM
Friday, June 24, 2005
here i am posting again...it's been a busy day...i can't believe algebra wasn't so boring like it used to yesterday and today even though we had our quiz today!danggg...!weird!
i've just downloaded some other mp3 songs and stuff...only i don't have an mp3 player so i just burn them on blank cd's..oh well!at least all i have to spend on is the cd!
anyways,i think i'm feeling the feeling of someone feeling some love!(hehe)...i used to think that mushy people who appreciate sentimental songs,and are sort of sentimental themselves,who likes a bit of emo,who likes to load up just to text the guy they like and those who gush about their crush are corny peeps...but i realized that now,we have those things in common.i have a crush...he's musically-oriented,very sweet and he's a certified funny guy!as a bonus,he's a christian!asteg no?!hehe,well i sort of confessed my feelings for him...and he said he likes me back!too bad he's 20 yrs old...i'm only 14...when i started to become sick with the love bug and got the symptoms(which is the sentimental thing i mentioned a while ago),i realized i was falling for him...(see?i'm a senti person now!and i'm becoming mushier!)...and he likes me back,but it can't work out cuz of the age thing...so i asked some friends of mine if we're possible...freakishly though,they answered your age isn't really a problem...they said that if our feelings are the same and we're good together...my maturity and characteristics are enough for him...and age shouldn't be the problem...OH MAN!i'm so confused...
WHY IS LOVE SO COMPLICATED!?
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4:51 AM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
i've been so busy at school and at church...so it's been a month since my last post...but it's all good!
i'm feeling so grateful that i'm being active in our church's youth ministry of which i'm a part of.the Lord gave me my second chance to be active again,and i can't imagine how amazing He really is.last year i was so caught up in school that i neglected the Lord's calling for me...so i guess He tested me...the way He tested me was He gave me a lot of opportunities at school,but i forgot to pay attention to church.i had a hard time in school last year and i was always under pressure.but when the Lord saw my desire and regret in the past months,i've been back and miraculuously i'm not having a hard time in school today!in fact,God has given me so many blessings and more opportunities but the church is still one of my top priorities.all i can say is...I'M BACK!
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3:46 AM
