beautifully broken for you.

Friday, April 07, 2006

fellow bloggers.i have decided to leave the blogging world and keep a manual blog instead. i feel that blogging online is not my thing anymore.=).well sorry for leaving...but i would appreciate it if you would contact me at my number(s) 09198096137 or 09229709131..state ur name..if u wanna be my friend..also ,you could keep in touch through my friendster...here's my e-add..ana_zerosix@yahoo.com,its also my yahoo messenger id...forget about the "trisha61291" account..what i've given is the one i'll be using. heaps of love to those who visit my blog..keep in touch and God bless you always. happy summer!

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Sunday, April 02, 2006

obvious bang inspired pa ren ako hanggang ngayon?! haha..

First Love - Utada Hikaru
Your last kiss had the flavor of tabacco
A bitter and sad scent

Where will you be tomorrow at this time?
Who are you thinking of?

You are always gonna be my love
Even if I fall in love with someone else once again
I'll remember to love, you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Now it's still a sad love song
Until I'm able to sing a new song

Time stood still, but it's trying to move once more
Full of things I don't want to forget

I'll surely be crying tomorrow at this time
I'll be thinking of you

You will always be inside my heart
There's always a place just for you
I hope that I have a place in your heart, too
Now and forever you are still the one
Now it's still a sad love song
Until I'm able to sing a new song

You are always gonna be my love
Even if I fall in love with someone else once again
I'll remember to love, you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Now it's still a sad love song

Now and forever

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

booyah. summer vacation na,officially. wala na! i'll be bored to death na naman sa bahay. i'll have to come up with new things to keep myself busy. i'm still having a hard time planning my summer..kasi i really want to do a lot of things...mga bagay na i've never had the time to focus on,until now.

gaya na lang ng drum lessons ko.i've always wanted to play the drums,pero una ko natutunan ang strings..now i'm wondering kung matututo ako magdrums! hayyy! pero sa bgay,lahat naman mahirap sa umpisa.

another thing pala,i'm still caught up thinking kung anong gagawin ko.my teacher is making me join the summer journalism but i want to go to our church's youth summer camp..pero my mom said no..i'm not giving up..i'm still praying na magiging OO yung HINDI niya..i feel the pressure,pero i'm still hanging on..i only ask God to grant me my desire to join that camp. i can feel it! papayagan pa ren ako! i know that God's just testing kung mawawalan ba ko ng pag-asa or what.

sa totoo lang,i missed last year's camp because of summer journalism. i didnt get an award din naman nung press conference..so whats the use? haha..well i know its for improvement,pero gusto ko bumawi sa youth activities...waaah!!!

help me in and through prayer..thanks and God bless!

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

i'm leaving..on a jet plane..haha.no,but i am leaving behind my second year life. ok,FLASHBACK MUNA!..alam ko dapat ginagawa to pag gagraduate na,kaso i just feel like typing today hehe.well anyways,kakapasa ko lang ng entrance exam nun sa regional science high school,ayos! i was jumping with joy kasi sci-high student na ko.ang taas na ng tingin ko sa sarili ko which is so bad harhar,kahit alam kong super gifted ng magiging classmates ko..as in mga super smart,and i was right.first day of classes! wow, the only people i know eh yung mga dati kong classmates. kanya-kanyang grupo sa kung saan nanggaling na school. ayos ulet,i'm officially in high school. i feel like a teenager na..yahoo!!

kanya-kanyang hi-hello's, hanggang sa maging kaclose ko yung isa sa mga tropa ko ngayon, and i actually made some guy friends,which i didn't do nung elementary. i had real conversations with guys, i had jokes with them,some of them lean their head on my shoulder,pati sa ibang friend ko na girls,which is not really a bad thing naman kasi tropa-tropa lang kami. di ko ginagawa yan noon hehe.

july 31 was my very first high school party. some of the higher years na may bands,tumugtog,kumain ako,nag-enjoy..and sumigaw sa dance floor ng "high school na tayo!"..forgive me kung medyo overwhelmed pa ko nun.

basic ang first year.palaro-laro pa.cyempre patikim pa lang ng mga dapat ko pang iexpect sa following years. lumipas ang acquiantance party,may bagong tropa,same best friend,na-BULLY,advanced subjects,dumaan ang halloween party,christmas party,new year,bagyo,mga araw na walang pasok,projects,lessons,homeworks,GASTOS,problema,teachers,quizzes,exams,tapos bigla ka na lang mapapa-HUWAT?! closing na?!

then the same thing happened this sophomore year,only lahat kami magkakakiala na and mas maganda na memories.kahit inis kami sa ibang freshies na mayabang(promise,mas mabait yung batch namin sa kanila,at alam namin limits namin with the higher years),di na namin ginawa mambully kahit i had a personal experience with a high school bully! hmpf..pero tapos na yun,friends na ata kami ket paano..hehe..

tapos after two months,i'm feeling "older" than usual kasi i'll be 15 this year,i'll be having precalculus,chem,physics,and those other subjects i usually have no care about..hayy..one things for sure: i won't miss algebra that much! hehe..

its up to me ren naman cguro kung pano ko isspend junior life ko. ang dapat ko na cguro baguhin,yung katamaran ko for the past two years hehe..

III-EUCLID HERE I COME!

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

hayy..exams are O-V-E-R. oh yessss!!!! i feel so free..parang..woah! its all over?wala na?high school junior na ko in two months and a few weeks? shocks,panahon nga naman. super bilis talaga.kahit araw-araw ko ng sinasabi yun,i never get tired of saying it over and over again.TIME FLIES MONDO FAST..sometimes you're having so much fun that you forget about the flow of time,you don't fully realize that a lot has happened within five minutes,so much jokes mentioned, problems shared, love lives revealed? haha,and other stuff.

its only a matter of time and i'll be off to college soon. hah! don't wanna think about that yet,i still have a JS prom to worry about.hope they won't take it away this year,i really wanna go!! high school would lose a part of its core essence if there would be no promenade.that would be crappy.

lately,i've been so prayerful.i think my spiritual life is developing more each day,and i'm growing deeper with God. after fourteen years(which is actually quite short as of the moment!LOLzZz),its as if i understand a lot of stuff that some adults find complicated. ha! well,aside from that,my bible reading has been so consistent! cuz i promised myself that i would read the bible cover to cover,unlike before,i choose which book to read according to my mood and interest,but now,i've been consistent since january! i'm now almost through with Nehemiah..woohoo!!

being a Christian,living for Christ is tough job,but we do it because we love God,not just for the eternal life that awaits us.right? so if someone asks you,"would you die for Christ?" of course you'll answer yes,but if someone asks "Would you live for Christ and not the wonders of this Earth?",you know what to say. =)

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Monday, March 13, 2006

hay.another wala lang post,by a nobody named ME.ahehe..well i finally got this comment thingy para sa blog posts ko kasi lately napansin ko,walang interactivity pag nagpopost ako..as in wala lang! so anyways,walang pasok bukas (tuesday) kasi entrance exam for incoming freshmen.my gulay! junior na ko next yr! and i'm confident na section one pa ren ako,kasi may assurance na ng adviser namin hehe..sarap pakinggan ng "III-Euclid" woah naks! feeling astig pa ren..wahehe...
cguro i'll take tomorrow as an opportunity para magrest,at magbasa kahit ONTI lang harhar..pero its really not in my nature to review so early..pero actually,next monday na yung periodicals,so pretty much sunugan na to ng kilay.hanep!

addicted na ko ulet sa fushigi yugi..una ko xa napanood sa channel 7 nung elementary pa ko and i really got hooked! nadala ako sa story kasi mahilig ako sa mga epic stuff..tapos may mga "patawa" scenes din,parang samurai x,another fave ko..so yun! wala lang..in love ako dun kay amiboshi,yung guy na may flute,na may twin,na member ng seiryuu,na bad side,pero mabait..hoo!

so ayun lang..like i said sa last post pala,ill be taking a break from blogging sa following days kasi TADTAD na ng exams.d bale,28 na closing..

I DECLARE NA MAKAKASAMA AKO SA SUMMER CAMP NG CHURCH! DAPAT! KAILANGAN! GUSTO KO! WAAAAHHH!!!! MAMA PYAGAN NYO NA KO!!!!

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

before anything else,i would like to formally welcome my new layout..ahehe..its green!!! tamang-tama,i'm loving green as of the moment..besides,pwede na pang-summer tong layout ko..so matagal na munang panahon before i change my layout again..

so,today's saturday.MAINIT.PAGOD FROM THE PAST FEW DAYS SA KAKAISIP.TAPOS DADAGDAGAN PA NG CHISMIS..ang pangit diba? yung mainit na panahon,nagkaron ng effect sa init ng ulo ko. pano ba naman kasi,i have a crush at church diba? and may nagrurumor na kami na daw. HELLO?! kuya siya.he's too old for me,or i'm too young for him,or whatever,basta we can't be more than friends or brothers..ang masakit dun,magpapalamig muna siya ng ulo,kasi syempre bad trip kami pareho,lalo na siya,at involved ang di muna pag-attend sa afternoon activities namin.inis no? ng dahil sa buwisit na chismis,ang dami affected,ang dami nasisira.

tao nga naman...

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